Arrrrrgh!

I'm tired; I'm grumpy; and I have a headache. What I really hate is that when I feel this way, it feels like it's everybody elses fault. I know it's not, but ...

It's really kind of funny, because when people first meet me, they think I'm this incredible nice person, whose always in a good mood. They get all concerned if they see me acting less then perky. Then, if they get really unlucky, they get to see me in a huge grumbely mood, like I was in tonight and their image of me is forever tarnished.

I hate, hate, hate, feeling this way. I loose all ability to multitask, all patience, and concern for how others perceive my seemingly irrational behavior. At the same time, I know I'm acting this way and I just can't flick a switch and stop it. I try to run away and hide, to shut down, to withdraw, but, unfortunately, that's a luxury that life does not always allow. I have to act like a grown up.

I'm already starting to feel better. Thanks, for being there. I know it's all hormones and I'll feel better soon. Now I'm going to make myself a nice cup of tea and catch up y'all's posts.